Loveship v/s Devil

"When two different hearts attracts each other, when two different hearts attracts at a certain point, when two different hearts decides to live a life together, when two different hearts promises to walk together holding their hands, when two different hearts build the kingdom of trust, that they won't get apart from each other, when two different hearts prays to god for each other to have a happy life. "

Now I am really obsessed with these lines, it really scares, when these lines are ingrossed into my ears. It was the time when these lines used to originate my smile and bubble my heart with love. Now these lines are just displaying the nightmares to my eyes. The bad patch of loveship I am experiencing where trust routed to doubt, where our cute little promises transformed into devil to spoil our loveship. Now I am surrounded by the fake people where the devil was playing the role of love, and we were swelling in a boat to demolish our promises. 

When I was busy giving a smile to a girl of my life, where I was celebrating her welcome to my life, her love for me was fragrant that she flavoured my life. Minus to any fear and her blooming smile, she felt from the peak of the mountain where I hold her tight. This was our love life. We lived our good times, we cared for it too. Our love was childish as a cute little child, where she used to be innocent all the time whether of her mischieves or mistakes and I used to scold her light. Our love was like a red rose, where we used to be the attraction for other couples or singles. Our love was like a married couple, where we were energetic to fight all the time and at last the only husband has to down the neck for love. We both are somewhat the one soul, where if it hurt the one, the other used to cry for it. 

Scared Love

Feelings can’t be measured in money, neither in scale nor kilometres or in kilograms, but it has a value like a natural world. So natural things can’t be measured in the five fingers or in a million cells in our body, but it has a vast value that always reminds your heart to follow it. Here I realised the difference between a feeling and love. Love. What is it? Just a feeling, but what we can define love as? This is the feeling and it has a tremendous value which can’t be told, said, asked but it has to be expressed. Here I expressed my love through feelings.

I believe in love at first sight, and I had experienced it, but in my previous love story. This is something that destiny (defines Mark Zuckerberg) banged and we started a conversation. It started from the social network. We used to chat 24* 7. We used to share our problems, we used to fight also (cute fight that will indicate our care for each other). Our chat built a huge trust that it was the time to propose her to be my life partner. I don’t remember when I proposed her even she doesn’t know. We assumed that we love immensely and we started our relationship journey to stay together.

After some span of days, we met. We saw both of us for the first time. We both were confused that, from what purpose we will see each other friends, strangers, couple or a committed life partner? She is not a cinderella or the angel holding a magic stick, but she is something for me what my heart liked.

Love @ First Sight !

Saw a pretty girl,

out of flash, only she was is in the spotlight

And I fell for her, with my pearl

Only she was visible to me, and I was feeling bright

To describe you,

the words are blushing every now and then

The words are not enough to tell you

I am blushing to pen down it again and again

A few days ago, I fell in love with you

it was my world best feeling

Every day, every moment I am living fresh

To have you in my heart within me

Every day, Every time

even every moment

I feel your presence

I feel you within me that's a great pleasure

Love Realizes !

And we were moving our way to home

It wasn't a decent to our heart

Our heart wasn't licensed to be apart

And our soul pressed a self to our vehicle

We were driving side from the road

Not accelerating much, to be together a while

At sometimes she was left to me

At sometimes I was right to her

8:30 AM late morning dreams are also worthwhile :)

I just can't stop penning down my happening, when I was dreaming in the late morning. The dream seems like all my happiness was overloading and the good things started filling up my treasury. Till now my treasury was implicit with all my bunch of worries, depression in a wholesale which was known to everyone, and my eighteen years of failure life. As I was dreaming, I wasn't even able to stand stable. I want to see the whole dream till the end and I want to run for penning down my love dream experience. Even an unexpected and a strange thing happen which thrill me out from the dream and dreamy era spins into reality. It was the first time the life made me smile and experienced me surprisingly. 


It was a fresh morning when I was lost in a vacant surface in the uncertain place. The place was unknown to me, the air was new to me and the birds weren't familiar, that will feel my ears pleasant and love their voice. There were no trees as the surface was free from long distance. Only the glossy sand which was trying to weight my shoes was all around.  In all the direction, there I hardly to see a human being or anything. Only the sky was clear and the unfamiliar birds were above me, wondering here and there. I was lost and though worried, where to go. I was free handed, no handbag, cellphone or a water nearby with me. I rubbed my eyes, as the trees were missing there, the raise very directly attacking my eyes. I walked the miles for the hours and hours. The watch was missing so I was minus to the idea about the time. I only predicted that it will be around 4 in the afternoon, as the sun was diagonally up above me. The birds were all vanished from the place, it was just a silent voice of a wind. The wind wet out all my sweat. It feels a bit pleasant me now. But still I want to survive from all this surface and track myself onto the route. After few steps forward,  here I sight a sea which was more far and far away from me. My excitement overloaded and I want to get relief, drinking a water though I was a bit thirsty from the morning. Walking and walking in the from the attacking the rise of the sun my throat was all in the mess of dryness.  I ran towards the sea though it was too far, but the excitement encouraged to took me steps forward and forward without a halt. Finally when I was really close to it there I see some eagles were passing the time in an edge of a sea. The eagles too were drinking the salty sea water and soaking their pinion. As my excitement was still overloading more and more and step by step I jumped into the sea with all my force and the eagle flew hearing my voice with their wet pinion. I went deep into the sea to feel my relaxation and throw away my hunger. I was lost in my own world. 

As I was placing my way forward, something was gleaming absolutely like a ruby. I floated towards it to see and know about it. When I was ten feet near about it a precious aroma I knocked. It was full of delight. A bit I afraid to touch the glittery essence of  an unknown thing. Might be it was own of this sea. I touched it and what I sight? A pretty shipshape pearly girl. With openly mashy hairs, eyelids plunge in mascara, nails were neatly polished and she was done with a nail art, the smile was preciously gifted by a god and her she had a chunky gold jewelry full of  pearl was sparked the whole deep sea. She smiled gripping my hand and forced me to lost in her deep eyes. She didn't blink her eyelids and not even me, as I wasn't permitted to blink it. After few minutes of the span, she licensed me to blink my eyelids. She again closed my eyes with her smooth buttery fingers and she was invisible within a fraction of a second. I tried to find her, I tried my level best, but I fail to sight her. My oxygen was started ending from the core and it was now really hard to hold a breathe. I floated up in a force. It was dark, the stars started ruling in the sky, the moon was all set in his place and the birds were all returned to their nest. Eagles were also backed for the nap. I slowly floated to the edge of the sea. I layed in the smooth hot sand. 

It was a miracle. I wasn't getting what happened inside the deep blue water. I wasn't getting out of a question that my breath was almost three - four hours as per my prediction without an oxygen. I rewinded and gone back to the past few hours. I was forced to sight deep in her eyes. I was drowning and what I experienced in her eyes, was my past few years of life that I am worried about, lost about and failed about. She only understands my failure, and she only took the responsibility of my future successful life. Even now I remember her words that she loves me, and we both can't live a life together but we bless them to each other. She turned my destiny and she gave a trust to live a fearless life ahead because her blessing meant a lot to me. Before she returns back to her place, she closed my eyes with her smooth buttery fingers, came close to me, now I was really feeling her presence and she utter...

As she was to utter my phone starts to vibrate, I smashed my eyes as I was sleeping really hard and was dreaming, I gone through the caller id of my lover, I received and the first word of the morning that relates to my dream and which turns my reality was, she uttered that I love you, my sweetheart, good morning ! And it was my 8:30 AM late morning worthwhile dream :) 

Miss you !

We both were far miles away

the rise of love wasn't sight a ray

Still our presence wasn't missed

we both never feel an absence of it

It was an experience

and a test of our love

that we both weren't be alive

without a spice of our affection

Miles and miles we were stepping

waiting to hold the hand tight

thinking with eyes closed of returning back

and drowning in the dreamy love

Imagining your happy face

recapturing the time of togetherness

we are the blessing of the god

and you are the reason I am living for

You are the wind after a rainfall

when you come close to me, touch me

I can feel you when I try to hold you

you get directly into my open heart 

For our love the and affection

our doors of the heart are open

Eyelashes are always curious to see

Come fast sweetheart!!

I am waiting to you in the arms

Tears !

When I stab to dart my anger away

it threw me bass in the past

Where I dwell with my love

In a fine broom dreamy abode

Tears sink from sight

When I wend through the past memories

They won't stay in acumen, falls every time

As the tears won't behold my face dim

Red Rose !

Our love is that of a red rose

when a rising sun visit the carnation

rays essence the pink

then it bright the absolute global

Our love is that of a red rose

when petals expand and get it richer

non other than absurd

it expands our blest and amity

10 Love Relationship Quotations !

Presenting towards you the new conceptual quotations i.e. Love Relationship. Where there is life, there is love. Every human wants a well supporter, guide, advisor, lover to understand every aspect of life, walk together holding the hands and earn some specially supernatural happiness and taste the delicious dish ever in life i.e. Love.  

If a person falls in love with someone, every other thing makes the person special, pure, innocent and behaves a bit matured being. Every little thing of the lover is loved, understand and get the heart to the person. Let us take a look to the Love Relationship Quotations, hope our thinking results mutual, and your love sense makes more unique, special and be in a flow to have a bright future love life.

Melody of Heart Beat

To my dreamy star like girl

Sweet, dainty glazed eye pearl 

My heart beats peaceful seeing you

It has a silent melody because of you

It has a fond voice which recalls  you

It has a stilly tone which gets recapture of you

I am lost in this kindly melody 

The graceful melody get fallen in love with you

Being Yours!

Brightening moon in the dark night

being yours, heart flashes a lovely spotlight

The heart seems only you and me 

I never seen a world beautiful as you

Sun was drowning in the ocean 

you were ingressing my heart in a slow motion

Your get up was something better than miraculous 

my love journey seem more than spectacular

Lovely As You!

My dream girl

And now a days my slim pearl

Being with you..I am the luckiest fellow ever been

As a lovely girl I have ever seen

Your care for me..care for our love

Never have done by any being

This caring touches my heart

As a lovely girl I have ever seen

Love Arise!

This was the day, where we were having a juice

juice was just a reason; to meet and blow our heart fuse

I allowed her to order of her choice

I think, here I made my impression some while

I want to share my feelings for you

in different way I have to impress my love for you

I was completely scared of her reaction

she will hit my nose in action

Chp-08: Memories Never Dies

Love, Relationship, Break-up

After break up..still remains

The unending never dying memories.

A year I fell in love with you

A year we were in relationship

A year we had break up too

Why can't these memories stays a year.

The time we spend together,

promises we made forever

Will always be there with you and me

In the bunch of great memories

Chp- 07: Breakup It Is!

The breakup, the saddest element in a cute innocent relationship. This element comes in teenage couple only because of ego, not having the maturity, and having an attitude of me, myself and self-respect. After some quarrel and fights in a couple, every teenager comes to his best friend and after telling the stuff lastly utters, "After all! I have my self-respect, I will not say sorry." And lastly, it ends up with a breakup. Only one aspect or a reason is needed for break up. Only a reason is enough for break up, a reason stripped away our love, separates a couple, but even though, it doesn't forget, the memories, special moment they spent every time, talks, and almost an unending love.

Constantly, my phone was ringing and I was staring the screen, not even fluctuating my eyes sight. It was Aisha. This call was her 38th one. She was calling me from last 30 mins. I was not answering her. I was not covering her, my only feeling was I was afraid, and a circle of questions were wondering around my empty head, was "why did she hide from me?".As I trusted Aisha, I was sure that they are friends, but she covered from me, it was very hard to trust her again, I know she will not do the same again, I was sure, but at some point, again I will definitely doubt her and, then the same cycle may repeats. I was afraid, I was afraid of this country, the people living here, everything was dark in front of me, afraid of this fragrance, afraid of this air, afraid of me, and afraid of my love. The only wish was to skip the situation. I was afraid of losing my love. But as in the destiny, it was not written any longer. And finally, my empty mind decided to break up. I was a little bit angry and bloody ego was running in every nerve of my body part, especially a brain. I ignored my attention towards my heart and called Aisha. She was crying and I too was crying feeling her presence.

A long pause and a silence. We both were unprepared to talk.We both were not getting from were to start. And I started first, taking a deep breath and wiping tears.

Listen to Aisha! Let it be, I think we need some break. And frankly,......whuuu!! it will be hard to trust me again, I think we should...end this relationship here itself. A long pause, we both were simply crying and nothing else. Feeling to hug each other and never be distinct.

I am sorry Sankalp! Please don't do that! I won't live without you and you too, she was really sorry this time, but I was not prepared to move the relationship ahead.

I think we must disconnect our contacts, I will never try to contact you ahead. Yes, it will hard, to stay away but we will move on in a couple of months. I love...my tongue started getting heavy, making hand fist and tears were coming constantly. I hanged up the call.

It was too difficult to forget her, we were having daily calls, and discussing and fighting and crying on the same stuff. I was not following the words as said to Aisha, for disconnecting the contact. Every single moment was hard to live and get away from the situation. After some couple of days, she too approved for break up the relationship. I still remember her words of break up. It was really getting hard to get out of the situation. From the time of break up, the pages of my personal diary were filling with a great speed. As I was writing, the pages were getting wet and the mark of tears were clearly visible on the page. The pages were too in tears of going through the sad part of the story.

We won't live without each other, then we decided the strategy of moving on and getting out of the situation. It's hard to break the contact, so we decided to be in contact as per the need. If anyone is in the problem or want to share something, so only contact and share the problem. Past stuff was not allowed if anyone utters the past incidence then the other one will disconnect the call. We both were ready to try this strategy. It didn't work out in starting, but it started helping us after that. I think, we both were started moving on from this stuff. It's getting easier. But the past thing got converted into memories and it grabbed in our blood.

Every time, I think, regret and cries that I lost my love. A year, I was excited to communicate with her, being stupid for her, was in love with her. My love was with me and I lost her as because of bloody fucking reason. Every moment, I am dying inside, that I was not a perfect boyfriend, partner for her. Due to stupid, the silly reason I lost her, She was something else for me, even more than love. Cute silly girl, with having some anger, intelligent, and too beautiful.with her looks, heart and nature, and all time being the late-comer. Changing her get up weekly. A perfect gujju girl, in love with her religion, foodie, loving to travel, and the most auspicious, she is in love with me.

It's too hard in being in a relationship in teenage life. Innocent love, happy relationship, and at the time of fights, being immature, ego and attitude of myself, and self-respect. We don't want to loose our love, but unfortunately we loosen up, and lastly then realize when memories come across wondering around. Here, I lastly say, don't be dependent and live your life on destiny, its all dependent upon you. Love is the most ever precious thing in life, and love displays its value only two times through life, firstly from when it gets started and the secondly, after losing it.